Tuesday, June 24, 2008
hahha yuan yuan chun's complaining that I never post stuff to entertain him. But bo bian lah, market is bad, and LJ feels sad. hahhaa~

Girls... I'm more than convinced that now really isn't the time for them... Even my own emotional radar has diminished. Note that I didn't say failed. It's just takes more to turn me on now. Reason being, I really can't afford the time to maintain a r/s now, and since there's no one that suits what I need has appeared, I'd rather be alone and be efficient.

No one? This term really shouldn't be taken in its literal sense. There really are some candidates... Just that I have to dismiss them, be it coming from the heart or coming consciously from the mind. As the adage saying said: Never pick the wildflowers by the road side.

I have to admit, there's a chinese girl living with me for the past 3 weeks and I have been kept busy... too busy to blog. Busy with what, for what, because of what? I shall leave it to your imagination. hahaha~ Nah... busy with project deadlines at work, so that I can go back to sg for vacation. By the time I reach home, I'm dead beat. Busy with cooking, because I have to double my frequency of making meals. Busy with almost everything else other than the thing some people would think. Like what I told my bro, I was really puzzled why this girl failed to attract me a slightest bit. She fulfilled almost all my requirements for a partner, and many of the sub requirements. She's smart, she's automatic, she's funny, she's adaptable, she eats everything I eat, she likes bball, she sings K. But she just failed to attract me a slightest bit. I was thinking... perhaps she doesn't look like the cute type I was looking for, she's too tall, and her ambitions are different from mine. Oh well, I guess platonic friendships do exist... but exist only when both parties aren't interested in each other, i guess.

I am more attracted by this other jap girl in the company... She looks slightly cuter, and definitely is shorter. And she always make my head turn when she's around. This is the girl, which I have to consciously tell myself to reject. Wild flowers cannot pick. Will be difficult to extricate myself once I sink in like the last time. That was also why I hadn't gone further to knowing her name, age and stuff... hahah~ But I think I saw her name on her tag before... Anw, she may be older than I am... but more importantly, she probably doesn't possess the greater requirements I want for a partner.

I shall wait for the girl in my MBA school. I need someone who looks the type I like and capable enough to push towards my dreams with me. God has already been too kind to me. Am I too greedy to request this?

Meanwhile, I sure am enjoying this inner peace. That chinese girl was asking why I could be so happy and carefree. Well, that's because I don't have to deal with r/s problems like she does. And I'm certainly alright with this current state of peace for the time being. I'm waiting for THAT girl to come along.
posted by Juxling at 2:24 PM

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Inspiration Quotes
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!
Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.
Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.