Saturday, December 02, 2006
Everything's finally came to a close. It felt really bad soaring up high into the sky and after which slam hard unto the ground. Much things happened along the way. Lost my orientation, lost my motivation, lost my support... Just when I thought all was lost, but hey, stepping back a little to look at the big picture, I merely returned to where I previously was. Compared to then, I didn't lose anything really important. I didn't have an emotional support then. I can still find back my motivation, and my dreams. I am still free to find another emotional support. I can still save my GPA if I start working really hard now.

And before I start concluding that I have lost everything, there some things that I actually gained on the way. I learnt more about my friend. I learnt how to draw (or at least copy) so that I can impress my next one. I developed (or attempt to develop) slightly better english skills while hoping to bridge the difference in english standards with this girl. I learnt that not all girls love to be pampered. I learnt that to focus on her preference in love is more important than her interests. I learnt that I have not changed since the last r/s and has more work to be done. I learnt that Game/anime music are among my favorite kinds of music, in addition to chinese pop and classicals. I learnt more about emotions and the body reaction to it. I learnt that I can finish an entry faster in english than in chinese. I learnt that emotions are sometimes beyond human control, especially when one throws oneself really deep into it. I learnt that I can't play StarCraft for nuts.

I'm quite like her in some ways. I will feel better after moping for a while (and waste much time in the process). But there has got to be a stop to moping at some point and revert back to what is termed as normal operating conditions. Time doesn't wait for anyone. I should cherish it while I still have an abundance of it. No point wasting it through moping. I'm sure this tunnel is going to end soon. I have experienced the lowest point, the happiest is soon to be. I will definitely find another one some day, probably not as good as this one in some ways, but at least one that I can handle and I would like. I shouldn't wear a hat that is bigger than my head... It will just cover my eyes. It's a pity. What is not meant to be, is not meant to be.

But then again... who knows in future??? *deng-denggg* To be continued...
posted by Juxling at 8:02 AM

***Try dragging me and my friends *** =)

X BzBodies in the Realm Of Life

X K-poes left The Realm Of Life


Blogs
My bro's Lengthy Blog
WeiLing's Nascent Blog
Peilin the Healer's Brollies
Mao yuan's fabulous blog
Yuan Chun the lousy bballer's thinkin blog
Nic's Unparalleled Blog
Michelle's Pink Journal


Inspiration Quotes
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!
Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.
Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.