k lahz, heng got gai zai bang... Much thanks to someone... hee~ =)
It's truly amazing how my best and most trustable companion could evolve to such importance. She has become much more important than my wallet, my mp3 player, my cell phone and my TI-84 Graphing Calculator. When outside, I don't even take those with me when I leave for a while to the bathroom, but she actually followed me in. When there was a fire alarm in Witte, I don't bother to take my passport, but instead, took her with me for fear of the rare "what-if". She has become far more than any monetary support. She has unknowingly become my strongest spiritual support over the years. My lonely times, my muggin times, my happy times, my sad times... When I was lonely, she silently snuggled into my chest. When I was stressed out from mugging, she silently sat there giving me her support. When I was happy, she could feel my happiness and would dance around me. When I was sad, she is sad too. She has become irreplaceable.
Friend said guys tend to be gallant in nature. Well, I think I have to agree with her. I love to be a gallant person, though to a much less extent than the past. I used to love being needed by everyone. But that sort of diminished when I realized that people often don't really need me there. I was like the soda in the machine - dispensible. Oh well, now I just remain gallant to those who're close to me. My future love, my family, my best friend, my close friends... Perhaps the reason why I'm so attached to this best and most loyal companion is because she needs me, she feels safe with me, she feels happy with me and most importantly, when I need her, she never fails to be there.
Those who're really close to me probably know who she is. And they may think that I'm really crazy to even dedicate almost an entire entry to her. Oh well... the fact that she's worth almost an entire mention of the entry, it only shows how much she means to me. Those who have not been through what I have will never understand her importance. I'd never made it this far without her. Relating this to my future spouse. If only my future spouse would be like that... If she could achieve that irreplaceable status... ... my life would then be complete... =)