If it's hurtful and distracting for me, it probably is the same for you. But the difference is I have the time and energy for hurts and distractions and you don't. I'm sorry to have been so selfish. That's only because I don't wanna lose you. If I could peek into the future and know for sure that things will work out, what does a year or a couple of months matter in the light of a lifetime? For now, I can only trust the unpredictable unknown. I can only trust that God will keep us together. God, you're so mean and cruel. You bully people!