Saturday, October 14, 2006
1 hr... why is it 1 hr? why? why is the comp and msn b4 me? i can understand best friend, i can understand shower. But it's 1 hr after an entire day. So that means im 5th or perhaps even higher with flash games or other blogs before me... when i always place that thing first whatever i do, wherever i go. CIP ribs, WK fried rice, graphing program, drawings, ink, what else... Am I really expecting too much? Or am I really thinking too much? Perhaps I really am... perhaps I'm giving a little too much... perhaps it's just time to stop... to stop pestering... sometimes i really feel it's a one-sided wish on my part... It's just not in her intuition to care... and perhaps i should just let it go... so that I'll be less of an extra...be less of a hindrance... a hindrance to the rekindling of an old glowing splinter or the generation of a new brighter spark. Perhaps I should finally start putting myself above anyone, or anything else and not care for anyone other than simple verbal concern and no actions, or better still, simply use msn.

Just as I finished typing this, things changed... for the better of course. But why does the situation only turn everytime when I was about to give up? Why do things happen only when I'm finally truly saddened? Why can't things get better at a point other than the lowest? Why do I always finally turn back everytime this happens only to await yet another plunge sometime later in the future? And Should I post this entry? Everytime I wrote similar entry like this, I end up erasing it away in the end because things just got better in time, exactly like this one.

It really churns out similar memories of the relatively distant past... arrgh... God is poking fun of me yet again...
posted by Juxling at 2:45 PM

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Inspiration Quotes
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!
Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.
Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.