hey~ how's the new added java drop down menu?? haha~ cool huh? but of cuz not made by me la... kapok from some java script... yeah!
Sooo Sianz!!! this school is like full of geniuses man!!! Now i fully understand wad my prof said... "I tot i shd be one of the top dogs in the uni since i was one of them in my high school. But soon i found out that there're so many of those top dogs like me here, and competing... But it's good to have competition" Yeah... interesting... tot uni life shdn't be that much of a prob to me, as i've always tot sg's education standard is quite high... but here i am, in a college that's far more demoralising than HCJC. At least in HC, I still have pple like Maoyuan, Sin and others to share the burden wif me... here... man! think some americans are just like geniuses man... At least this is wat i think of them... They are hardworking pple who seems to be able to understand everything that was taught... and here i am, stumbling and stumbling and still stumbling in confusion... Yes, i did ask a lot of ques... but still rather blur... Maybe it's becuz i started at a more difficult level when my standard has dropped till far below that level... and they juz took a course that's a pre requisite to this one i'm taking and they're in the sophomore level... Oh well... let's drop those Ang mos for a moment, and tok abt the sgreans here... all are scholars except me... and they seem to be able to understand so much betta den me... oh my god!!! it's like i'm misplaced in a school that's 10 times betta (as in the standards) than HC!!! Oh well... think i juz gotta buck up and study more!!! yeah! Stress... had been like studying non stop for the past few days... and yet not much progress... tt's the demoralising part... cuz i'm still super blur like super blur CMI Sotong!!! Hope things go well in the end... PHY MATH AND COM... and all the activities... Oh no!!! Have already been super super AS since the time i settled in... Probably this is juz part of the Settling In Problem... Things shd be betta next yr... when i blend into the stream and keep up the pace wif the Smarty Americans... grrr... they seemed so clever to me... All of them... That's juz so bad!!! Arrgh!
Gotta Go... TataZ