haha~ finally no more need for the standard kai1 chang3 bai2 already!!! the last time i added anything significant was 2 days ago only!!! haha~ can save on that!!! keke~ hmmm, but after typing so much, i juz somehow feel that this new kai1 chang3 bai2 seems as long, if not longer, as the previous... hmmm... i wonder why...

anyway, was having a rather long good chat with yanjun and maoyuan on Sunday during dinner after bball at Cashew... haha~ why the chat? simply becuz someone's cat is struggling frantically to find out the source of the unknown fishy smell over the wall... haha~ aiyah, too vague an illustration... haha~ i was trying to mean Curiosity aka. ba gua, ji po and kaypo!!! haha~ but forgiven anyway, since that's nÜ ren de tian1 xing4... haha~ Someone's trying to dig out things from me and mao!!! haha~ we relented rather quickly - the only condition was that she joined us for dinner!!! haha~ hmm, till now i still wonder how Yanjun had some hints abt my story... Someone must have told her, but made her keep mum about it... haha~ cuz stupid she didn't know how to access my blog even though there was an obvious link from maoyuan's... haha~ she can't be that clever to have guessed it so accurately lor... especially the age part... hmm... i wonder who... but i wouldn't want to suspect anyone... so heck...

haha~ but the main topic i was especially interested in discussing was abt designing your own house... u see,she was saying that she has this photographer church friend who has a flat that was self designed in a super romantic and pleasing manner... dim romantic lights shining on memorable photo hung in the bedroom with no tvs around to provide distractions. Beautiful wallpaper in the house. Useful vertical segmented curtains. Specific Cost effective light bulbs to cut costs in the long run. Bla bla bla... somehow, that really inspired me to design my own home... How delightful it would be to be welcomed home by such cool and romantic atmosphere... rather than seeing the same old plain neat, or untidy, room after work... hmmm... interesting fact... maybe i should design my future house with a similar theme... hee~ quite shiok... must invest in a super comfy bed and pillow some more... haha~ lidat the lao gong and the lao po and the xiao des won't stay out so much... haha~ what a good idea!!! hmm... quite worth the efforts ^_^

hee` yupz, another interesting topic was abt puberty - it's getting earlier!!! According to our great doctor, miss yan (haha), puberty could start as early as 8-9 yrs old now for girls... oh no... And during her time, sex education was taught at 17... and for us, it's 15... oh well, since she's 2 yrs older than us, all of us were taught those at the same time... so it's during our time, rather than during her time... well, anyway, now i think children are taught such things as young as 13-14 i guess, since puberty's pushed earlier and thus their minds develop and mature earlier... hmmm... but the question we had was y is puberty hitting younger and younger individuals as time passes? Needless to say, it's our lifestyle and diet. Cuz that's e most significant thing. And Miss yan has gave us this hint that puberty is activated when the body fats hits the threshold level of 18%... hmm... are kids nowadays too well fed? haha~ so much for bai2 bai2 pang4 pang4 de xiao3 hai2... haha~so y don't babies start their puberty at birth by the way? hee~ baby fat not counted one ah? or the vital parts not fully formed yet? or juz come out from shelter, got too many things to do, so just shelf it aside till a later date? keke~

haha~ anyway, went to RV's vicinity today... wow! that pandan reservoir there is sooo spectacular. Wonder whether it's pandan water that's stored there... haha~ *diaoz!!!* but it's really a cool place man... nice to see such big water bodies once in a while... It's like an escape from our busy civilised block-like lives... haha~
Anyway, the thing i wanna highlight is that i had a really smooth journey from home to that place, despite the fact that I do not really know how to get there in the 1st place. ha~ was there to meet my darling bowling ball... hee~ well, i was running kinda late at 1st... we planned to meet at 5pm after her workshop or sth... and i woke up at 4... haha~ left the house and reached my bus stop at 4.40... Then due to some sudden stroke of luck, bus 66 came within 10 sec of waiting... Boarded, and headed toward JEC... Then she msged to say that the workshop would be ending late... Whoa! that gave me my much needed extra time... haha~ Reached JEC and headed for bus 51 which was abt to leave. So in the end, my total waiting time for the buses were only 10 sec... It's really a pleasant feeling that everything seems to fall into place nicely... Well, i quietly gave my sincere thanks to god who arranged such smooth journeys when i needed it most and somehow (may be my own inspirations that i gather from the incident), i was told it was due to all those good things that i've done, like not littering even the slightest piece of paper, helping people, being good to people and being environmental-friendly by returning the unnecessary plastic bags to the cashier if i do not need them... To me all these actions seemed so small, simple and insignificant; it seems that even if i do not do them, it wouldn't really affect anyone or anything... But it actually makes a big difference to others even though it's insignificant to me... I've actually saved the trouble of the cleaners to pick up the small little piece of litter that I threw, I've actually given joy to those i've helped and to myself when i helped people to do simple tasks which if i do not do them, they can still do those themselves. Yes! think it's precisely of these actions that's contributing to the good cheerful mood i enjoy everyday... yupz, and similarly, to god, arranging a bus to come along at the right time and extending the workshop time are, too, simple tasks for him. But to me, it's a rather big and much appreciated thing as i was already running real late... yupz, from this i've learnt that good deeds done for others will cycle back to you - i've save the trouble of others to do something, now others save me the trouble of waiting when time was most needed. yah, and that some actions that seem simple and insignificant to us, actually mean a lot to others... hmmm... just some ala-carte buffet for thought... haha~

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While I believe that all weaknesses should have their side of equivalent benefits...but haiz, Bad Temper is really one of the worst weakness to have... Until now, i still feel that it absolutely has no benefits... Gambling is actually ok, if not excessive, as it provides relaxation and entertainment to the individual... Drinking, if not overboard, can spur your heart to pump... Sex is all right as well, if it's safe, not overboard, not abusive and not excessive, for it does satisfy some needs of the mind... Well, to me, Bad Temper, no matter how slight, really has no obvious benefits... It lowers efficiency, productivity, sours relationships, spoils the harmonious atmosphere and it takes time, efforts and courage to patch things up after the damage is done. Neither the victim nor the person gains or is happy... haiz... if this is the case, why is it that many people still blow up easily? when they obviously know that some inevitable consequences, no matter how big or small, will definitely ensue... Why? Can this defect be controlled or corrected? Really, why must there be anger in this world? Is it useful at all? Hmm... upon further thoughts, other than spicing up the life, something which i would rather not have, the only usefulness of a slight temper is probably to sour a relationship a little so that the relationship can be even more cherished by both parties because only then do we know that relationships can be that brittle... haiz... how sad...
Well, probably it's in my genes, character, horoscope or my zodiac sign that i'm not a bad tempered person, hence i don't know how they feel. Perhaps the Ram or The Pig have innate friendly, amiable and fun-loving character that saves him from having that weakness... I tend to look at the good side of everything and everyone, because there's always the good side of every seemingly bad being and there's also always the bad side of every seemingly good one. so why make your life miserable by looking at the bad side of things? And it's probably also because of those too that i tend to share the bitter pie of a relationship more than to share the sweet pie... Shouldn't couples share the bitter pie as well, on top of the sweet pie? Well, most couples, especially the younger nascent ones, tend to share the sweet pie 1st. Then when it comes to the bitter pie, to each his own when the bitterness gets too overwhelming and there's no sweet pie left to mask the bitterness... Well, for me, guess i'm too much of a big picture thinker that i do not really know how to enjoy the sweet pie to the fullest. i always tot that it's good to have the bitter one 1st, so that i can have the sweet one last, and thus leaving a nice sweet taste lingering in the mouth at the end of the meal... haiz... y shd i want to do that? y shd i eat the other people's bitter pie for her when she obviously wants to eat the sweet pie 1st? Am i silly? Now i accidentally cracked open the bitter seed in the pie. It's really all so bitter... Don't I also have my own bitter piece of pie to consume? Why am I so extra as to eat other's bitter pie when other's are not interested in eating it? Shd i just be like all the others? To share only the sweet one? Sometimes i think really shd do that, but instinctively, i know i shouldn't be doing so... It's just my character, my habits of eating pies... It's really a dilemma... i dun mind, or even like, eating the bitter pie with the person i care, but hate the feeling of being smack in the face for trying to eat their bitter pie for them... Well, and if others are not in favour of eating their own bitter pie, i really shdn't be forcing them to eat it, even though i know very well that that's the best way to juggle between the sweet and bitter pies. They have their own preference and i have mine. If they don't wanna eat their own bitter pies, so be it. I'm in no position to decide for them and i no longer want to. I think i shall just stick to my own eating style, that is, to eat my own bitter 1st and den my sweet pies... anyway, i'm already in the stage of starting on my sweet pie, since i've already finished around half of the bitter one... i'm not going to help share other's people's bitter pies again, unless they sincerely want me too... no point la... haiz... but from this lesson, i've learnt that that i shdn't force others into eating the pies they don't want to... and i really shd learn to enjoy the sweet one too, while munching the bitter one... hmmm, wondering if anyone knows what am i rambling about... hhaa~ that's y i hate blogging... Most (not all) of the time it's always me letting out the frustrations accumulating within me... and mostly because of me always putting in all my efforts into doing something extra and useless cuz i usually won't have the time and energy left if i've done something particularly sweet and enjoying...ha, heck~ Previously, it's about army... use blogger to vent my frustrations... then someone complain... ok lor... dun tok about army lor... so that's y i seldom blog liao... cuz nothing to blog ma... my life revolves abt army now. what do u expect me to say... haiz... haha~

< Most of you can skip the paragraph, cuz only 2 readers of this blog knows what i'm talking about. 1 of them will know exactly what it is, and the other won't. Ha, but despite saying this, i know all will still read it, out of curiosity again. ha~>
Well, sometimes, i really must thank my TÜT TÜT for always silently being there for me when i needed her most... to others, it may just be a toy, but to me, it's more than that. it's my all-time all-weather confidant, supporter and advisor... it's innocence, naivity, caring touch, and all... heck la, shan't say anymore to invite more "huhs?"...

In the past, i used to think co-ed sec schools are better than single sex schools... well, now i'm starting to understand the government's efforts to have single sex schools... haha~ look at all those schools that are ranked at the top... RI, RGS, Nanyang, TCHS, St Nicks, MGS - most of them are at the top man... and i really think that there's an obvious reason for it - less sources of distractions... haha~ think it's quite true la... Even tho i used to play soccer everyday in school until 7pm b4 going home to Zzz, it's still better than the situation in co-ed schools... basically, mine's more straightforward... Things in co-ed schools are a lot more complicated man... Not saying co-eds are bad, it's just complicated... too complicated for sec sch students la, who already shd have no time except to study... ha! dun study well, how to survive in this practical country?? hee~ actually i'm rather glad that i got the right path, thanks to everyone, including him... ^^ yeah!

haha~ write so much liao... dunno how many of you know what am i saying in the later parts... haha~ dun understand den too bad lor... ^^ me gotta Zzz liao... TIRED!!! haha~ finally den feel tired...
nite niteZ!!! hmm, or rather... MornZ!!! Wake up liao everyone!!! *yawns and drops unconscious on the bed*